At Home Recovering
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Ocean sounds
Saturday, no more pain pills! My minor hernia repair complete two weeks ago, I am determined to feel better, not normal! Thought about desiring to feel like I felt before surgery...then the truth rushed in and said "NOPE" Don't want to feel like a flat liner inside, with a fake smile on the outside! I am hoping, expecting and praying to have my heart changed by completely surrendering what I have been, to what I could be, with Christ in charge. Yet, aged at 53, a total female, five foot seven, brown hair, green eyes, with God given curves to comfort, a mother of a 33 year old son I have been single since 1975, and not by my will, my desire, or my choice. My truthful hearts desire is to marry a man of faith in God. That is all for now.